A New Blog? For More Than Just Hair

I really do like this blog and I have posted a lot of things that I can go back and check myself but I have been thinking in the back of my mind about having a new blog.  I mean the main reason behind me creating this blog was to track my hair journey and right now, theres so much more going on with my life than “just hair”. Thats the main reason I barely post here but I post on my tumblr because Im at a point where its no longer about hair and Im currently at the phase where Im done with research and I’m learning about my hair on my own instead og “googling” all the answers or asking someone instead of finding out myself. So I think I will begin working on a new blog and once I get it flowing correctly with posts.

-Jazzie

Making Money Online: My 2nd Check from CashCrate…

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This is my second check from cashcrate for the month of June. The prior to it was for the month of August. I was surprised to get it in mail I had completely forgotten that I was suppose to get a check lol BUT I was happy. So I earned $31.39 for the total of last month and all together I’ve earned $61.23 from Cashcrate :).

Right now Cashcrate is the only site I am 100% is legit. I’ve cashed my check and had no problems..no fraud nothing. I could have gotten more money too if I would have put the time in but I didn’t.

You can earn too by signing up using my link http://tinyurl.com/journeytolong. (I can’t direct use the actual cashcrate link because wordpress blocked it. I’m guessing some people abused their privilege and spammed their cashcrrate links which resulted in wordpress making it so the link can’t be posted.) If you do sign up because you saw this please use my link I’ve provided. I’m trying to use this money to pay off my debt so I have a bright future and can continue to pursue my college education. Right now I have it on hold because my finances aren’t up like they should be but I am learning new ways to invest and save money. I’ve really put a tamper on my spending and try to save anything that I know I wont be using or need.

-Jazzie

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I’ve Always Been The Oddball Because of my Uniqueness

I’ve Always Been The Oddball & Always WIll Be.

Something that I has been present throughout my life. Stares from people in disagreeance with my opinion or perspective. I’ve been in rooms full of people that have looked at me in disgust just because I’ve stated my opinion and they disagree with it. Until recently I’ve come to the conclusion that, that is just something I am going to have to live with throughout life. I refuse to be a victim of people not accepting me. I am who I am whether someone likes me or not.

All throughout High School I could never make any black friends because I was too “different”. And yes they literally did say that. They liked my appearance and everything then as soon as I open my mouth and its something different from what everyone thinks then they all back off. As a result I had a lot of Hispanic friends and I’m happy I did because I made some true friends.

It happens other places to on and offline. At work I’m not that highly liked because I choose not to gossip or eat the food that is offered to me and I’ve said so to an extent. On the internet, I get attacked all the time because half the time I disagree with what someone is saying and I state it. I’m not with agreeing with everyone else. I always do things outside the box and I like looking at BOTH perspectives of something.

One thing about me, I’m not afraid to say whats on my mind. I do not care who you are, I will say it and it will be the honest truth. When I say something I stand by it and if I’m wrong, I apologize and/or admit it. BUT if you come at me with negative energy or without a respectable presentation justifying why you disagree with my opinion then be prepared to be handled with facts and a strong fist. I don’t sway under pressure when I truly believe something. I think that may be one of the reasons that this natural hair journey has taken such a strong stance in my life. It shows that you embrace who you are, its a journey to loving you no matter what others think. I like myself and I’m not afraid to say I love myself, I value my opinion while valuing others. Thats just how I am

So in the words of my friend who taught me some valuable lessons, “Fuck em.”

-Jazzie

How I See Myself In The Future

Waking up this morning was so refreshing. I had the best 8 hours of sleep ever. After working so hard yesterday I deserve it. It’s not easy being a Social Worker. I have so many things to do but today I’m going to relax. We can stick to the daily routine for the rest of the week but today is mine.

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I have to say that this was inspired by Montana Deleon. I know I wrote a blurb about her YT channel and I still agree with everything I said but if someone does something that I like, whether I favor them or not…I’m not afraid to give them their props. I saw a few weeks ago that she had made an interesting post on FB, actually I will re-quote that post but I was taken by the concept of it because she willing wrote out where she see’s herself in the future when it comes to relationships and what she wants to go on it. Not too many people are expressive about their future or their dreams. So I decided to do a little spin on it because I’m always daydreaming about my future and how I would like things to be so why not express it?

I’m SO in love with my man because he always says “WE, US, OUR and TOGETHER.” Everything he plans for he keeps ‘FAMILY’ in mind and what WE would need. He tends to be so busy at times working on his goal list that we would go 24 hrs without seeing each other but I’m too busy to notice at the moment because I’m doing the same. We have goals to reach and empires to build TOGETHER so in my free time I support his goals and vice versa. We pencil each other in for date nights on our lengthy list of things to do. We come together and work on “OUR” to do list and we call this “quality time” because we are so determined to build and empire together! Even though I don’t own not ONE pair of red bottoms and he has never waited in line for the newest pair of Jordans, we travel internationally every 3 to 6 months slowly but surely wearing out our passports so we ain’t trippin…….we’re racking up on the intangibles;-) He was focused and driven when we first met and so was I, so it was easy to come into his life without interruption but as an asset because I made sure he continued being productive and I inspired him to want more and I was hands on in helping him with his goals, careful not to be a distraction and this worked out perfectly because he saw my drive and returned the effort. We just match so perfectly. I”m SO in love with my man…….Oh…..wait……I haven’t met this man yet. I’ll just stay busy working towards my goals until he crosses my path.

-Montana Deleon

6 – Q & A (Questions & Answers)

Q & A #6

* What is your favourite color? *

My favorite color has and probably will always be pink. But I am very attracted to Earth tones: brown, peach, beige.

* Who is your favorite actor? *

Johnny Depp hands down. I love his oddness and roles. He’s so inspirational. Everytime I see one of his movies, it speaks to me saying, “It’s okay to be yourself people will still love you for who you are”.

* First person you talked to today? *

I think it was either my mom or someone on Texas Holdem lol.

* What is your favorite store? *

In my area there is a store called Wegmans. Love it there, great customer service. You  can get in and get out.

* Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? *

Masturbate. Yup, I said it.

* Can you keep white shoes clean? *

Yes. My secret is bathroom cleaner. I just spray the foamy bathroom cleaner on my sneakers, leave it on for a few seconds and then wipe it up with a tissue or a rag and there clean. Brand new. Although it does not work on the shoe strands.

-Jazzie

5 – Q & A (Questions & Answers)

Q & A #5

* Do you smile at strangers? *

Yes.

* If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean? *

I want to be left alone or theres something I want to say but I can’t build up the might to say it.

* Have you ever been drunk? *

No but I’d like to experience it some time with my future husband.

* What’s the last thing you ate? *

Bacon &  Baby Spinach

* Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? *

I highly doubt it because I am currently not ready to be in a relationship. I feel like I have a lot to learn and a lot of experiences to go through before I find the man I want to spend my life with.

* What was your childhood nickname? *

Jazzie or Jazzie Pooh.

-Jazzie

#3 Q & A (Questions & Answers)

I found this post on tumblr asking all these questions and I thought to myself, “Hmm this would be a great idea for my blog.”

So from now on everyday I’ll just be posting a question(s) and answer(s). Its really for myself just to reflect back on in the future and see my growth 😀

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Q & A #3

* Do you have trust issues? *

When it comes to my family yes I do because I feel as though they do not deserve my trust. Too much drama and repeating what others say, talking behind backs. I can’t have a conversation with anyone without it being repeated to someone else.

As for relationship/friendships, no. I consider them people who are a reflection of me because we are close. I can choose for them to be in my life or not. With family you can not, they’re forever your family. So whoever is my inner circle as a friend or boyfriend, they are there because I trust them and care for them.

* Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? *

It would be a very tight fit and a tiny ponytail lol but it is possible. I actually tried it last week.

*  Favorite part of your daily routine? *

Being able to relax and plan ahead of time, the things I am going to do.

* What kind of people are you attracted to? *

I’m attracted to people who are tough on the outside but beautiful on the inside. I don’t know why but I love finding out more about someone who has a mystery to them or a tough exterior. Not everyone lets me in but majority of them do and its beautiful to see someones inner beauty.

* What colour is your underwear? *

Light pink kind of peach.

-Jazzie

#2 – Q&A (Questions & Answers)

I found this post on tumblr asking all these questions and I thought to myself, “Hmm this would be a great idea for my blog.”

So from now on everyday I’ll just be posting a question(s) and answer(s). Its really for myself just to reflect back on in the future and see my growth 😀

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Q & A #2

* Do you like your neighbors? *

No. They are loud. They’re Spanish so its louder than black people loud. They play their music loud and its always the same beat. They cook stinky smelling food. I could go on and on with complaints.

* Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? *

It depends on who I am talking to. If I’m talking to a family member, someone who is close to the family or coworker then yes because I know whatever I say will be repeated. If I’m talking to a friend or stranger then no I am very open to talking about it.

* Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? *

Yes, my ex did tell me that it was a dumb decision to break up with me.

* Favorite food? *

I really love David Sunflower Seeds. Especially the cheese flavor. I”ll skip a meal just to eat those babies.

*Are you outgoing or shy?*

I am shy to most things but if its something I know like jewelry or hair…I’m very outgoing. More on the informal side.

-Jazzie

#1 – Q & A (Questions & Answers) about myself

I found this post on tumblr asking all these questions and I thought to myself, “Hmm this would be a great idea for my blog.”

So from now on everyday I’ll just be posting a question(s) and answer(s). Its really for myself just to reflect back on in the future and see my growth 😀

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Q & A #1

* Who was the last person you held hands with? *

My niece, she’s under a year old. I’m trying to help her learn how to walk.

* Do you still talk to your first crush? *

My first crush was in 1st grade. I didn’t know his name or anything. I have not seen him since. So no I do not.  🙂

* Who are you most comfortable around? *

At this moment theres no one physically that I am comfortable with where I feel as though I can do anything or let my guard down around them. Hopefully that will change in the future.

-Jazzie

My Experience with Tarot Card Readers on Etsy 2013 (Part 5)

The next Etsy seller that I purchased from was Truthseeker1111 by Charlotte https://www.etsy.com/shop/Truthseeker1111

I purchased  5 Question Love Psychic Email Reading for $25.

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My reading from Charlotte:

 Hello Jazzie. Thanks so much for your patience and for giving me the opportunity to answer your questions for you.

 

I have copied/pasted below your questions and will respond to them in blue:

 

Jazzie Bday: Aug, 28, 1992 My questions are.. –

Will I ever get married, if so when? I feel you will get married at 25 between March and May of that year.

What changes do I need to make in my life, to attract the person that I will want to spend my life with? yours is a sacrifice of love as you will be the one giving so much to others that sometimes you may feel like you are not getting back as much.After a few losses in love you will become sensitized to the pain the love can cause and become a more understanding mate as you need to understand you have the christ energy of love so you serve a higher purpose in love as you make many sacrifices for others. People are uplifted by your presence. Your path is a very spiritual one and you can be tempted into affairs and romantic encounters..very youthful energies you have. You may choose someone who is broken or unworthy so you can try to fix that person so your love can heal them, but this can result in victim/savior co dependent relationship.You have no problems loving but you need to know and remember to give to yourself and when you should say no to others. There needs to be a balance of giving and receiving before the right man comes to you..you need to be open to receive and allow someone to give to you too.

Is the person that I will be in a relationship with in future, located where I live? Well spirit shows you have been worried about this and has been on your mind even at night perhaps. I feel you have a powerful connection with this person located near you and i feel you want things to grow and I feel you may be trying to manifest your hearts desire with this person, but spirit clearly shows me at this time that there are many obstacles in the way still.

Have I met the person that I would like to spend my life with and marry? No

Does my ex miss me or has he met someone else? I feel he is with others or another as I am shown he is trying to make a decision in matters of love and this is about a choice between two people….I feel the other is you. I feel he is trying to balance his life and I feel he is away..traveling over water. He is very ambitious. There is a female in his life that is very passionate and bossy type.He seems to be juggling his emotions right now so I do feel he does misses you as I feel he is trying to consider his options as he is trying to back away some to balance them as I feel emotionally too much is going on with him..like he has too much on his plate, so to speak.

 

Love

Charlotte~~

 

http://www.truthseeker1111.com/ for Psychic Readings 

Be beautiful inside which is most precious

I later asked her:

Hi Charlotte,

I’m sorry for contacting you so late but I just have one question about the answer you gave. What did you mean but I have the Christ energy of love?

Her response:

 Hi Jazzie. Just means that you have this special way about you where you may be able to forgive others more easily then other people. You have more compassion and your heart is very open as you tend to give so much of yourself to help others just as Christ gave himself for all. So means you sacrifice alot of yourself and time to help others which heals people..which is similar to Christ.

 

http://www.truthseeker1111.com/ for Psychic Readings 

Be beautiful inside which is most precious

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My Perspective on it:

Let me just say, I was completely satisfied with this reading because this woman not only gave me answers but she told me things about myself that I have never let anyone know. When she mentioned “You may choose someone who is broken or unworthy so you can try to fix that person so your love can heal them, but this can result in victim/savior co dependent relationship”  and “Well spirit shows you have been worried about this and has been on your mind even at night perhaps”; it gave me a feeling that she may be the real deal or either she knows her stuff. I do have a habit of attracting and being lured  to people who..need a hand and I do look to help them in some way. I also have been worried about who will be in my future and I have lost sleep over it. This is one of the readings that I honestly “chose” to believe or use as a guide of some sort. I understand that not everything said is on point but it gives me a little sense of direction…Maybe it was something I needed to read. Either way Im very satisfied with it.

-Jazzie